I had to.

My feelings for you were not what I thought. We have to stay friends. I don't think I can manage more than that, you are too good of a friend, and I wouldn't want a relationship to mess that up. I had to tell you. I couldn't stand it anymore. Hopefully one day you will understand, and the heartbreak I've caused you and myself will be forgotten.

Sinking.

I'm drowning in all this bull shit. I just don't know what to do anymore. Things are just getting worse and worse. There are so many thoughts swirling around in my head I don't know what to think anymore.  Fighting and arguing constantly is not my cup of tea, especially when it's with someone I live with. Someone I have to see everyday. I just want peace. Peace and quiet. Is that too much to ask for?